Minsan mas masarap na manahimik na lang sa isang tabi para wala kayong masabi. Putangina.
Wag niyo 'kong gaguhin. Putangina niyo.
Ano ba dapat ma-feel? Kailangan ba kong masaktan o magalit? Kailangan ko bang magmukmok at umiyak? Hahahaha. Confuse ako eh. Am I doing this break up thing wrong? O sadyang wala na talaga akong pakialam kasi di na kita mahal?
I’ve been listening to Yeng Constantino and Silent Sanctuary for hours now. They keep me company. Thank you guys, I can never thank you enough. You keep me alive.
I’m sleepy but I still need to kill myself even more. Hahaha. This is what you get when you put your parties and trips in priority rather than your school works. Hahahaha.
I just thought, it's September.
Another sleepless night
My body’s used to days when I don’t need to sleep. Or perhaps days when sleep is something that I need to avoid for it pulls me down. Like this night. It’ crazy that I still get to post something valuable despite the state of my brain. I have been taking knowledge into a whole new level. Something that’ll make me weak someday. I can feel it slowly tearing my organs apart. Slowly creating cells that will eventually put me to sleep forever. Nah. I need good grades to get my diploma for a good and high paying engineering job. So much to stay. I still need to study for Thermodynamics and Circuits. Goodluck to me.
I have never been inspired for a very long time. I know now what I lack. It’s been haunting me for days. I can’t concentrate ‘cause I can’t see what’s wrong. I haven’t done anything worth my while for so long. I need to find my new inspiration. I need to live for a purpose. I need to find my dream. I need to find something that’ll remain constant through this changing world we live in.
One day we'll find someone that'll be perfect for us despite their imperfections.
In every human resides a complicated system that only their heart's engineer can control.