despicabletine
Last wednesday :) Hanging out with my high school buds is the best! I miss them tho. Wish we could still bond everyday and go to class together.

Last wednesday :) Hanging out with my high school buds is the best! I miss them tho. Wish we could still bond everyday and go to class together.

My “Amnesia” (read)

I remember the day I told you I am leaving
I remember the tears running down your face
And the dreams I left behind you think I didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape

'Cause I'm not fine at all

"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things"

I can’t see what’s fading but I can feel it. Those special dates we once celebrated together are normal days now that we’re apart. Greetings and messages will lift us up sometimes, but it won’t permanently cover the hole between us. I guess the problem’s with me. I’m never used to this and I never will. I don’t want this agony to last and the only solution I could think of is to let this go. I know it’s selfish and I cannot bear to know you breaking, but we’re not going anywhere either. I don’t know when and how to tell you. I don’t even know if I could. How I wish this could be a lot easier.

I love you and I always will.

“If what we had was real, how could you be fine?”

— Amnesia by 5SOS

People judge, and that’s a fact.

When you meet your soulmate, I guess you can tell it right away. You can see through his eyes and deep inside his heart. And you can absolutely feel something different, something you haven’t felt before. But it seems that it doesn’t go that way in reality.

VAIN. VAIN. VAIN.
EYE BAGS. EYE BAGS. EYE BAGS.
GLENDA. GLENDA. GLENDA.
ENGINEERING. ENGINEERING. ENGINEERING.
STRESS. STRESS. STRESS.
UMM. UMM. UMM.

baliw mode on.

Gusto kong magkaroon ng toolbox na kumpleto yung gamit para sa mga electronics engineers of technicians. Gusto kong mag-experiment at gumawa ng sarili ko circuits then paganahin siya at ilagay sa isang device. Gusto ko nang magdesign. Na-eexcite ako sa course ko. Kahit mahirap, ipupush ko to.

Mahirap lumaki ng walang magulang

Wag niyo nang subukan. Maniwala na lang kayo.

Isang buwan pa lang pero ang dami ko nang nararamdaman. Ang dami kong nakikitang di tama. Sa totoo lang, kahit ‘di ko sabihin, nasasaktan ako. Ewan ko ba. Kakaiba yung takot na nararamdaman ko pero wala akong lakas ng loob na sabihin sayo. Lahat ng nakikita kong nagiging dahilan ng paghihinala ko, pinapalampas ko lang. Di kasi ako selosa. Alam mo yan. Hindi din ako mahilig magsabi ng nararamdaman ko. Pero bakit ba kailangan mo pang gawin ‘yon? Makiramdam ka naman.

I want to remember everything I had with you.

Pwede na kong magbigti ngayon. Kumpleto na ko sa requirements. HAHAHAHAHA joke lang. Nababaliw na talaga ako. Nakakastress maging engineering student! WHOOOOO