I never planned on making you cry but not letting go would be living a lie.
Hindi porket ikaw yung nang-iwan hindi ka na nasasaktan. Hindi din porket ikaw yung iniwan ikaw na ang kawawa.
Gusto kong sabihin sa lahat pero nahihiya na ako. Paulit-ulit na kasi tapos hindi naman tumatagal. This time I know it’s for real. Nararamdaman ko na din. I’ve reached my limit. Siguro this will be the longest break up we will ever have or probably the permanent one. Di ko alam, basta bahala na.
I remember the day I told you I love you. How I took all the courage I have to write you that letter and expect nothing in return. Now, do I need the same courage to tell the opposite of how I feel back then?
Dati nung mga panahong wala pa akong problema, naiisip ko na wala akong malalapitan kapag kailangan ko ng kasandal. Feeling ko mag-isa lang akong haharap sa mga pagsubok sa buhay ko kaya takot na takot akong magkaroon ng problema. Pero ngayon, kahit hindi ko man sabihin sa kanila, kahit na wala akong ipakitang motibo, alam nila na nahihirapan ako. Ang sarap isipin na sila na mismo yung lumalapit sakin at naghihingi ng permisong tulungan ako. Ang sarap sa pakiramdam na alam mong may mga kaibigan kang totoo na kahit na ang tagal niyo nang hindi nagkausap maasahan mo pa rin sila. Thankful ako na may mga ganitong tao sa buhay ko. Ngayon alam ko na na hindi ako mag-isa.
I remember the day I told you I am leaving
I remember the tears running down your face
And the dreams I left behind you think I didn’t need them
Like every single wish we ever made
I wish that I could wake up with amnesia
And forget about the stupid little things
Like the way it felt to fall asleep next to you
And the memories I never can escape
'Cause I'm not fine at all
"I wish that I could wake up with amnesia and forget about the stupid little things"
I can’t see what’s fading but I can feel it. Those special dates we once celebrated together are normal days now that we’re apart. Greetings and messages will lift us up sometimes, but it won’t permanently cover the hole between us. I guess the problem’s with me. I’m never used to this and I never will. I don’t want this agony to last and the only solution I could think of is to let this go. I know it’s selfish and I cannot bear to know you breaking, but we’re not going anywhere either. I don’t know when and how to tell you. I don’t even know if I could. How I wish this could be a lot easier.
I love you and I always will.
When you meet your soulmate, I guess you can tell it right away. You can see through his eyes and deep inside his heart. And you can absolutely feel something different, something you haven’t felt before. But it seems that it doesn’t go that way in reality.